Saturday, October 25, 2008


After a few nights of half-sleep, I thought perhaps my tiredness would have built up enough for me to get the long, deep sleep that I crave so much. But every time I close my eyes I feel its inevitable that that's as far as I'll get. Sure enough, here I am, awake as can be. 

Even when I do sleep, my dreams are strenuous. I can barely tell that I'm asleep, they are so vivid. And I always "wake up" at least 3 times in all of them, finally happy that I am rid of the anxiety of the dream only to find out that I have not yet escaped it.  

I just want to sleep soundly and dream happily. But then I probably won't want to wake up. 


Life goes on. 

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Thursday, October 9, 2008


Sorry... kinda hard to read. :(

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Childhood Games and Musical Genius.

I recently stumbled upon via facebook one of the coolest most ingenious thing I have heard in a while.

This man, who I did theater in high school with, is singing every single harmony in this song. The original band didn't even do this. It is an amazing feat. I am very impressed. His range beats anyone I've ever met in my life. I would suggest as well that if you like this, you should check out all the other cool songs he has done.
And with that, goodnight.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

The Worst is Over?

The stars sing lullabies. Its hard to see them, so its hard to hear them. The bold lights of civilization have blotted out their songs. Perhaps that's why its so hard to sleep.

The chaos screams nightmares, cascading from the lights, and the roads are weaving in and out of reality. Maybe that's why its so easy to get lost.

There's a buzz in the air. A happy hum of innocence mixes with the static drone of routine, spinning circles around the ignorant 'important' chatter of humanity.

Everything is temporary, nothing is real. There is no beginning, there is no ending. There just is.
Am I enlightened or am I depressed? It doesn't matter, its temporary anyway.

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My hole is deep enough to be a grave. I juuust keep diggin'. I'm not necessarily in the best of moods, though I'm trying real hard to keep my chin up.