I've been neglecting this place. Not that anyone really cares... I'm sure no one even reads this anyway.
I'm trying to sleep and failing, figuring out the complexities of life. I don't think anyone can ever go through life without having a "holy shit" moment. I'm in the middle of mine... It's coming and going. I'm slowly figuring out that my life is my own, and belongs to nobody but me. I know it sounds like "duh"... but its kinda crazy how much I've lived my life for other people.
Anyway.... I gave into twitter today. *sigh*
oh dear dear.