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AHhahaha! scratch that last emo-post. silly me.

The basement flooded. No practice for a while. God went "SMITE!" and most of our gear became wet. But these things happen.

:P

I've been neglecting this place. Not that anyone really cares... I'm sure no one even reads this anyway.

I'm trying to sleep and failing, figuring out the complexities of life. I don't think anyone can ever go through life without having a "holy shit" moment. I'm in the middle of mine... It's coming and going. I'm slowly figuring out that my life is my own, and belongs to nobody but me. I know it sounds like "duh"... but its kinda crazy how much I've lived my life for other people.

Anyway.... I gave into twitter today. *sigh*

oh dear dear.

Its a beautiful day. Like gorgeous. Oh how I love it.
I should be doing work right now, but I left it all at home. Well, that's not entirely true. I left most of it at home. That's really just my excuse for not doing it.
But now I have an hour to kill before class. Its taking all my energy to stay on campus and not go home and sleep. I'm pretty much struggling to keep up, but I think I'm doing a pretty good job struggling.

Its crazy, I got sick the exact same part of the quarter I did last time. Coincidence? I think not! This time i'm NOT going to let it stop me. I'm gonna keep on trucking, as much as I may hate hate hate it. I just don't wanna fail again. It may break my spirit.
:'( awwwwwwww

I really wish I had something more interesting to write about. My creative flow is fluctuating. BOo.

Fin.